I try to be as good of a friend as possible. I’m always there to talk, I listen, and I make time for other people even if they don’t make time for me. I do what I can but it’s never enough. I’m consistently pushed onto the back burner no matter what I do, no matter how much I try and it really makes me question why I even bother with people, why I bother trying to be such a good friend. If nobody is willing to bend for me why should I bend for them? If I shouldn’t then maybe I won’t anymore. Maybe next time I won’t be the one making plans, texting first, trying to reach out, trying to communicate or trying to be the best friend I can be. I feel so unimportant to and unappreciate by all of my friends.. Oh, if only it mattered.
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Wtf are these Tumblr “network” things, they remind me of that “elite” whoretrain shit on Myspace where everyone acted like they had a rod shoved up their ass because their over-edited picture was on top of a bulletin and they had 40k friends I DON’T WANT TO RELIVE THAT EXPERIENCE
*Brandon. It’s kind of difficult not to spend a lot of time with each other when you live together. Guess I’ll just start walking around the house with my eyes closed so I can’t see him so much.
IM SORRY, I’LL DO COKE I PROMISE.
How’d you get suspended? :o