I try to be as good of a friend as possible. I’m always there to talk, I listen, and I make time for other people even if they don’t make time for me. I do what I can but it’s never enough. I’m consistently pushed onto the back burner no matter what I do, no matter how much I try and it really makes me question why I even bother with people, why I bother trying to be such a good friend. If nobody is willing to bend for me why should I bend for them? If I shouldn’t then maybe I won’t anymore. Maybe next time I won’t be the one making plans, texting first, trying to reach out, trying to communicate or trying to be the best friend I can be. I feel so unimportant to and unappreciate by all of my friends.. Oh, if only it mattered.
Wtf are these Tumblr “network” things, they remind me of that “elite” whoretrain shit on Myspace where everyone acted like they had a rod shoved up their ass because their over-edited picture was on top of a bulletin and they had 40k friends I DON’T WANT TO RELIVE THAT EXPERIENCE
*Brandon. It’s kind of difficult not to spend a lot of time with each other when you live together. Guess I’ll just start walking around the house with my eyes closed so I can’t see him so much.
IM SORRY, I’LL DO COKE I PROMISE.
How’d you get suspended? :o